A mystery that’s getting really old:
perpetual exhaustion that isn’t chronic fatigue

Update July 2022: Mold avoidance, lots of sun exposure, and beef spleen supplements got me back to normal functioning, although not athletic-level functioning. Here’s a very short description of what I did to recover from mold poisoning.

The content below was last updated December 24, 2013.

After reclaiming a huge chunk of my health with some major diet changes, I was so busy enjoying my new peaceful existence that it was two years before I started worrying about the disappearance of my energy. I had gone from sprinting up 50 stairs at a time and biking in snowstorms to being passed on a mountain trail by a pregnant woman in high heels. (I was too demoralized to ask her why she was wearing pumps in a national park.)

If I tried walking around the block for say, three days in a row, my muscles and lung power would recover quickly, but a profound mental exhaustion would set in. It was as if my energy was at 30 percent of normal and had to be carefully allocated among ALL of my biocontainer’s functions.

All the energy I had went into my job. Luckily I only had to drive into work twice a month. Going to the office — driving, parking, walking, carrying a heavy backpack, etc. — meant I would be too tired to fix dinner.

I’ve learned not to mention the fatigue outside my family because it encourages every idiot with a gym membership to tell me how to get back into shape. This isn’t being out of shape. Neither is it chronic fatigue syndrome, hypothyroidism, hypoglycemia or adrenal wackiness. It is undoubtedly partly due to low iron levels and insomnia, but I keep running into a wall just trying to address these.

To wit: iron supplements get my energy level and concentration going in two days, but after two more days I completely stop sleeping. Something is amiss here, but I haven’t been able to figure it out, and all the doctors I’ve mentioned it to, both traditional and alternative, have no answers.

Which brings me to another lesson I’ve learned: if you return repeatedly to a conventional doctor with a problem they can’t solve, they will eventually suggest you need antidepressants. (Never mind that even at the worst of my depression I was walking at least 45 minutes a day.)

In addition to the conditions mentioned above that have been treated or ruled out over the years, I’ve tried repleting the following in big or even megadoses:

  • calcium/magnesium (great for 2 months, then lowered my iron levels too much)
  • folate
  • lactoferrin (supplies iron without involving the liver too much, which seems to be an issue, and also reduces inflammation in the liver and everywhere else; was very helpful, but then began contributing to the insomnia)
  • L-glutamine
  • methionine or maybe glutathione (my notes say this helped a lot for a while but I cannot remember what it did or how long)
  • protein (in powder form)
  • vitamin B-complex (helped a little, but worsened insomnia, then induced insanity briefly, but that’s another story)
  • vitamin B6 in the form of P5P (big doses helped significantly, then began to cause debilitating headaches)
  • vitamin B12
  • vitamin D3 (following this neurologist’s guidelines for repletion; helped significantly for five months, then more headaches)
  • zinc (worked a bit for a month or so)
  • thiamine in the form of benfotiamine and thiamine tetrahydrofurfuryl disulfide (TTFD), recommended by someone on Yahoo’s iodine group. Benfotiamine made a huge difference for a month, then stopped working and caused complete insomnia. Had a bit more luck when switched to TTFD and added vitamin B2 (riboflavin).

My adrenal treatments, by the way, included hydrocortisone, acupuncture, adrenal glandulars, traditional Chinese medicine herbs (adaptogens), and cortisol-lowering supplements such as phosphatidylserine and Holy Basil (that’s an herb). All helped a little, but not much.

Other potential issues I investigated to no avail: candida, pyroluria (a chronic vitamin B6 deficiency problem), copper and mercury poisoning, and amino acid/neurotransmitter imbalances.

I also tried increasing my daily caloric intake to 1900 calories for 18 months, which isn’t easy when you have to avoid gluten, goitrogens, and high-histamine foods. This gave me more physical and emotional stamina to get through my usual daily activities, but nothing else. Except for the 20 pounds I gained.

To rule out chronic fatigue syndrome, I visited a specialist at our much-ballyhooed local clinic. When I mentioned the mild success I’d had with zinc, he said it was in my mind: I wanted it to work and it did. When I pointed out that 80% of the things I tried didn’t work, he changed the subject. Then he offered me an antidepressant.

Dr. CFS’ lack of basic reasoning skills did nothing to rebuild my confidence in the health care system. And then there’s his arrogance in assuming that observations outside his purview are not valid data. He should at least have acknowledged that nutritional effects were the territory of another type of doctor.

Yet another reason to never trust a doctor with a beer belly.

(By the way, in case you aren’t familiar with chronic fatigue syndrome, it can be vicious and I am glad not to have it. It typically has a sudden onset and tends to come and go. It first showed up in 1934 among the staff of a Los Angeles hospital and was thought to be a form of polio.)

5 thoughts on “A mystery that’s getting really old: <br>perpetual exhaustion that isn’t chronic fatigue

  • James

    Hi Marjorie,

    I have been reading your site with great interest, you have many of the same symptoms that I have, especially the histamine and mental exhaustion. I read about how Vitamin D has improved your energy (mental as well?) and you mention the neurologists guidelines for repletion – but in my mentally drained state : ) – I can’t seem to find the guidelines? Also, has vitamin D every given you the urge to sleep shortly after?
    Any help is appreciated!


    P.S. Fantastic site, love the touches of humor, thanks for having it up!

    • Marjorie

      Thank you for the comment! I really appreciate it. I had forgotten how long and dense that article was — the dosage guidelines are in the second column, 7 or 8 paragraphs down, with the heading “What is the right D hor­mone dose?”.

      Vitamin D has never had a sleep-inducing effect on me, no. It did improve my mental energy somewhat but not like my physical energy. However, I’ve lost even that benefit recently and suspect I overshot the dose. In the same article, Dr. Gominak says that “[health issues can result] from a high vit­a­min D just as eas­ily as from a low vit­a­min D” and that testing levels is very important, which I haven’t been doing. Oops.

    • Marjorie

      Oh, and another thing. My histamine levels improved a lot with my iodine experiment, and I believe I read on Yahoo’s iodine group that large amounts of vitamin D can interfere with iodine levels. (“Iodine inhibits the conversion of histidine to histamine” — see this page.) I haven’t noticed any worsening of my histamine yet, but then I took a lot of iodine for a long time. You might want to look out for a correlation when you start vitamin D.

    • EnergySeeker

      Wow I wish I had found this site years ago. I have so many of the same symptoms as the Marjorie as well regarding the energy thing.

      @ James – I was taking a calcuium/magnesium/zinc/D supplement earlier in the year and it was giving me the best sleep ever… but then it started working too well and I was sleeping 12+hours and being a zombie in the morning. Two pills were 1000mg of calcium. Unfortunately I think it also effed up my knee and gave me calcuim deposits in there. A few months later I tried to combat that by quitting the calcium, and started taking some liquid vitamin D3+K2 from some ideas in the blog. Megadoses has been a godsend for the knee pain….. BUT it is knocking me out again for 10-12 hours. If you ever figure out if it is just the vitamin D, please post 🙂

      @Marjorie – I hope this isn’t too personal to ask, but may I ask what your ferritin level stands at? Mine was at 14 a couple of years ago, but even after 2 years of moderate intake of iron pills it is only at 39. I have less urges to conk out at my desk now, but I still can’t run around a track. I’ve gained 30lbs since all this crap, and I am getting beat by girls 50lbs heavier than me still. So annoyed. I’d be pissed too about the pregnant lady going up the hill! hahaha

    • Marjorie

      EnergySeeker: I have not retested ferritin since starting lactoferrin. Based only on how I feel, I believe it has improved since the last test in June of 2011, when it was 12. But it’s still not great. I can do more than usual now and I think better, but I have to take a LOT of it — 4 to 6 times the dosage on the label. I started that after I found other iherb.com reviewers who do the same thing.

      Taking big doses (300 mg a day for several months) of vitamin B6 in the form of P5P also helped.

      FYI I am revisiting heavy metal poisoning, after discovering how unreliable the tests are, be they blood, hair, or chelation challenge. Lead, copper, and/or mercury poisoning would make it very difficult to keep iron levels up. Also, certain supplements like vitamin D, calcium, and iron are capable of moving copper and lead around in the body, which might explain some of my headache/insomnia/zombieism reactions. I don’t have mercury fillings, thank god, but I’ve been calling water companies and my old landlords to see what kind of pipes I’ve been exposed to in my former residences.

      Considering that vitamin K is needed to process D and calcium, could it be that you just need to focus **ONLY** on K for a while until you get the Ca-Mg-D-K ratio back in order? I have a post on K somewhere — http://www.adnuther.com/2011/07/niagarrhagia. K definitely gave me energy and more brain clarity. I can feel when it’s getting too low…my teeth feel weird and my neck gets stiffer. How’s that for scientific proof? Since it affects my sleeping, I only take one big dose once a week.

      Hopefully 2014 will bring us more energy and less public humiliation!

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